FUCK YOU

*I can't believe I spent a year with you.
I can't believe I let you ABUSE me for a year.
I can't believe I stared you in the face and told you that I love you.
I can't believe I actually convinced myself that I did.
Rape

Control
Isolation

Mental abuse
Emotional abuse
*How could you look me in the eye and repetitively sing love songs to me?
How could you be so two faced?
How could you hold my hand one day and push me down the next? How could you convince yourself that you loved me enough to do all the BULL SHIT that you did?
*You had me wrapped around your finger.
You took away my innocence.
I’ve never had to hide so much in my life.
*It was always about YOU
Always what YOU wanted to do
What YOU approved of
What YOU thought was appropriate.
*My father is an abuser.
Child services taught me all the warning signs.
But you were well aware of that weren’t you?
Somehow, you knew all the right things to do to keep me distracted from reality.
You had me convinced.
I was blind sighted.
I could never understand what my friends were trying to tell me.
What a joke.
*I hate you for what you did to me.
Honestly, once you come to realize all that you've done,
I hope the pain kills you.
Literally.
Love. What a fake, meaningless, and empty word.

I like to be cheesey sometimes..

His kiss spoke of all the passion I had coursing through every one of my veins, & about how my heart, which was pounding so incredibly fast at the moment, was pounding for him. It spoke of my addiction to his touch, to his kisses, to the way he made me feel. And last, but not least, it spoke of how in love with him I was, which was so head over heels in love that there was no way I was ever going to fall out of it.

"I love you like Romeo and Juliette"- Apparently I'm not the only one*