*I can't believe I spent a year with you.I can't believe I let you ABUSE me for a year.
I can't believe I stared you in the face and told you that I love you.
I can't believe I actually convinced myself that I did.
Rape
Control
Isolation
Isolation
Mental abuse
Emotional abuse
*How could you look me in the eye and repetitively sing love songs to me?
How could you be so two faced?
How could you hold my hand one day and push me down the next? How could you convince yourself that you loved me enough to do all the BULL SHIT that you did?
*You had me wrapped around your finger.
You took away my innocence.
I’ve never had to hide so much in my life.
*It was always about YOU
Always what YOU wanted to do
What YOU approved of
What YOU thought was appropriate.
*My father is an abuser.
Child services taught me all the warning signs.
But you were well aware of that weren’t you?
Somehow, you knew all the right things to do to keep me distracted from reality.
You had me convinced.
I was blind sighted.
I could never understand what my friends were trying to tell me.
What a joke.
*I hate you for what you did to me.
Honestly, once you come to realize all that you've done,
I hope the pain kills you.
Literally.
Love. What a fake, meaningless, and empty word.
Emotional abuse
*How could you look me in the eye and repetitively sing love songs to me?
How could you be so two faced?
How could you hold my hand one day and push me down the next? How could you convince yourself that you loved me enough to do all the BULL SHIT that you did?
*You had me wrapped around your finger.
You took away my innocence.
I’ve never had to hide so much in my life.
*It was always about YOU
Always what YOU wanted to do
What YOU approved of
What YOU thought was appropriate.
*My father is an abuser.
Child services taught me all the warning signs.
But you were well aware of that weren’t you?
Somehow, you knew all the right things to do to keep me distracted from reality.
You had me convinced.
I was blind sighted.
I could never understand what my friends were trying to tell me.
What a joke.
*I hate you for what you did to me.
Honestly, once you come to realize all that you've done,
I hope the pain kills you.
Literally.
Love. What a fake, meaningless, and empty word.
Your so traumatized by your dad abusing you, yet you post it all over the internet? if he did all those things to you, why don't you TELL someone(with authority). Yes I understand that telling someone your dad abuses you is hard, yet you have no problem posting it on your blog? In my opinion, the reason you haven't told someone is because its NOT true, all your "my dad abuses me" bullshit. Tell the truth for once in your goddamn life. Cause you're not fooling anyone.
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